It's time to move on

Staying time is over,And the,
Sorry tears have to vanish for its,
Surely the right time to vamoose
I will stay nomore for there is nomore time to stay!

Thanks for the time wasted and the pain,
Thanks for the horendous experiences,
I hated them so much that I never intended to stay,
This is why it's time to move on!

I have decided to move to betterness because it was bad,
I have decided to move for joy because I could not stand sorrow,
I have decided to move on the kings' highway because I am fed up by the slaves' experiences in the valley,
It's really the best time to move on for there can be no other time,
Will you move on with me!?

move on

what was i thinking?
to trust you,
the person i once hated
with every being of my soul.

we called a truce
and became lovers.
made vows of honesty and loyalty
but kept the status as friends

we shared secrets
no one else knew.
brought out things in each other
no on was able to before.

all my time spent trusting you
being there for you.
caring for you.
helping you in your times of need

all your time spent playing me.
lying to me.
using me,
like it turned you on.

hurt and foolish was what i felt
when the light was shone.
How could i have been so stupid?
but Livid and vindictive was my game

invisible and faulsely apologetic
was yours.
still spitting lies
till your deepest secret was out

then u spoke no more
hiding from the world
upset with me
for hurting u as pay back

forgiving u was not on my agenda
but years had past
the memories have all faded
and i have let it go

you are still not able to forive and try to forget.
holding on to my pay back for dear life.
i hope that one day
you will be able to let it go.

spirit and soul

You know you have a Spirit,
You can sense it inside of you,
You may not know just where it is
But it's there and your Soul is too.

One day they both will move on,
To a higher plain you know,
Your body will always remain on earth
That's how He planned it, that is so.

Take care of your body and Spirit,
Live each day one day at a time,
Remember God had a plan for you
And His Plan is the greatest and fine.

moving on

When we move on to the Heavenly plain
The only thing you take might be your name,
No taxes, no work, there is only pure love
That you will find in Heaven above.

When we move on to the Spiritual place
You will meet God His Holy Grace,
There will be no sickness, no pain there too,
Heaven will be an utopia for you.

As we move on we take nothing with us,
Our Spirit and Soul move on without fuss,
There is no baggage to move, we cross over fast,
There our Spirit and Soul forever will last.

Still Love Me?

You say that you miss us being together
and things could work if only I would see
Our relationship was based on lies and deceit
so why would I believe that you still love me

You often ask me why I'm so distant
and why can't things between us be the same
The pain you inflicted on my mind and heart
you're lucky I even remember your name

I did all that any man could have done
but for you that just wasn't enough
Now you think it's unfair that I've moved on
get used to it because life can be tough

You ask about us being together in the future
and why I'm not willing to take another chance
The answer to that is fairly simple
I'm tired of the same song and dance

I cried countless tears over you
often wondering to myself
Had I done something to drive you away
or were you spending time with someone else

I took you back many times before
which to everyone else seemed strange
Something inside of me always believed
that someday you would actually change

That day never came to pass though
and the thing that was really wild
The whole time you were supposedly loving me
you were pregnant with someone else's child

You even took things a step further than that
and said something I still do not understand
In spite of this you said I should come back
to help raise a child belonging to another man

I had no other choice but to move on
and venture out into life on my own
If you cared as much as you claimed to
I wouldn’t have spent numerous nights alone

It took a while for me to grasp the concept
that you and I were never meant to be
So please don’t waste any more of my time
by saying that you still love me

My Special Guy

We are so many miles away
but I'm still crazy about you,
Boy, you've done something to me
you've made my dreams come true.

Who knew the phone could connect us?
Sometimes I feel you right next to me
Just the sound of your voice
can let sleep in peace all quietly.

We talk for hours and hours
and all day I remember everything you say.
You've sent me your amazing pictures
and just looking at them makes my day.

So far away yet you're right next to me
I feel your warmth as I hold the phone,
You make your jokes and studder your voice
you make me live inside another zone.

I'm thinking about you babe
and I miss you more as time goes by,
don't forget me boy, I won't forget you
I love you boy - for you I'd even die.

We are so many miles away
but I'm still crazy about you,
Boy, you've done something to me
you've made my dreams come true.

the secret

the secret that we share
it isn't really fare
why should we have to hide
why should we have to lie
we are meant to be
but niether one of us can see
we both know it isn't love
just a desire from above
maybe someday it will be
but for now the secret's safe with me

Song For All Lovers

At the end of the day he stares out alone
With his eyes so lost and as dry as a stone
Sitting on a rock as he talks to the wind
He thinks back again on a time he'd known

And he roves by the oak on a night so quiet
Lost in the days that seemed so bright
Just longing for a shadow that was once so deep
In the hush of the night you could hear him weep

Somewhere far away she passes her time
Just longing for her love's long lost chime
Lord but she knows of the line that was drawn
Still her eyes get wet for reasons that don't rhyme

And she cries in the dark on an eve so gray
Lost in his love that's now gone away
Just yearning for the days when stars shone bright
Lord how she longs just to hold him tight

Now the evening's low and the moon's riding high
He stares out again with a tear in his eye
A love that he knew lies still on the ground
But his song won't cease till the day he'll die.

NEVER FORGET

never forget you...
i will never do...
whatever a time go long...
and whatever a days done...
i will never forget ,... you..
as long as a love still between me and you...
and as a long as a distance was..
i will face up a hurricane,,,
to meet you some times...
never forget you ,,, always..
never ,,, never,,,,

ko aneh yach!!!

sebelumnya marah gila-gilaan, nyuekin abis, kalo di tlp sinis gilaaaaa, bawaannya ngomel terus tapi ga tau knapa tiba2 jadi baik banget..tiba2 ngomongnya manis bgt...
wajar ga sich klo tiba2 gw ngerasa aneh sama keadaan yg kaya gini??maunya sich ga curiga sama sekali, tapi maaf ga bisa, yang ada itu jadi pikiran gw..
ga mau boongin hati ini, gw masih sayang banget sama dia...tapi asal tau aja kecurigaan ini ga bisa di tutupin, yang ada malah gw nyari perhatian dari orang lain, kan kasian orang itu cuma jaid pelarian gw doang dari lo....
kapan sich lo sadar klo gw itu sayang banget sama lo??
kapan lo sadar kalo gw orang yang selalu ada buat lo??
kapan lo sadar kalo gw butuh lo karena gw sayang sama lo??