Still Love Me?

You say that you miss us being together
and things could work if only I would see
Our relationship was based on lies and deceit
so why would I believe that you still love me

You often ask me why I'm so distant
and why can't things between us be the same
The pain you inflicted on my mind and heart
you're lucky I even remember your name

I did all that any man could have done
but for you that just wasn't enough
Now you think it's unfair that I've moved on
get used to it because life can be tough

You ask about us being together in the future
and why I'm not willing to take another chance
The answer to that is fairly simple
I'm tired of the same song and dance

I cried countless tears over you
often wondering to myself
Had I done something to drive you away
or were you spending time with someone else

I took you back many times before
which to everyone else seemed strange
Something inside of me always believed
that someday you would actually change

That day never came to pass though
and the thing that was really wild
The whole time you were supposedly loving me
you were pregnant with someone else's child

You even took things a step further than that
and said something I still do not understand
In spite of this you said I should come back
to help raise a child belonging to another man

I had no other choice but to move on
and venture out into life on my own
If you cared as much as you claimed to
I wouldn’t have spent numerous nights alone

It took a while for me to grasp the concept
that you and I were never meant to be
So please don’t waste any more of my time
by saying that you still love me